that 'empty void' feeling i honestly cant go a day without thinking about it. feels like there's smth wrong with me for not expressing strongly about general topics or to others. constant cycle of feeling numb even tho i have so much i wanna do pertaining to hobbies. i keep fantasizing about some kinda anchor i can latch onto and push me enough to be any sort of decent contributor to society. but its never enough.
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God this is exactly how i feel