my new blog post is going to be hard to record narration for. but im gonna do it anyway because it'll help to hear my own voice saying that stuff out loud.
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I really wish I had something meaningful and encouraging to reply to this. I understand how you feel. I also relate to both Pomni and Jax, (and actually also Ribbit) I saw the last episode at the movie and as soon as Ribbit said the thing about her parents being devout mormons I cried and did not stop until the whole thing was over. I guess I have mentally protected myself by staying in denial about Jax's abstraction
because the whole thing cut too close to home. I haven't really let myself think about it much more than "well Lee is alive", and I also got really unwell (not related - because of a medication change) the day I saw it so I didn't have a real chance to think about it or process it and I haven't watched it again yet bc I know it will be a lot. But you are right. Jax ≠ Lee. I suppose.. I was trying to cling to hope in
the fact that Jax abstraction didn't seem to leave so I didn't really read it as suicide? I don't know, as I said, I haven't really thought about it properly, I do see where you're coming from, it is heartbreaking to lose another trans sister.
All in all, I hope you are doing okay
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I really wish I had something meaningful and encouraging to reply to this. I understand how you feel. I also relate to both Pomni and Jax, (and actually also Ribbit) I saw the last episode at the movie and as soon as Ribbit said the thing about her parents being devout mormons I cried and did not stop until the whole thing was over. I guess I have mentally protected myself by staying in denial about Jax's abstraction
because the whole thing cut too close to home. I haven't really let myself think about it much more than "well Lee is alive", and I also got really unwell (not related - because of a medication change) the day I saw it so I didn't have a real chance to think about it or process it and I haven't watched it again yet bc I know it will be a lot. But you are right. Jax ≠ Lee. I suppose.. I was trying to cling to hope in
the fact that Jax abstraction didn't seem to leave so I didn't really read it as suicide? I don't know, as I said, I haven't really thought about it properly, I do see where you're coming from, it is heartbreaking to lose another trans sister. All in all, I hope you are doing okay
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