chipsfunfun
2 years ago
I've learned that even if we have different ideas, we can still be good people. I think you are a good person, Flonne. Even if I disagree with you on certain things.
chipsfunfun
2 years ago
You are human, and you have goodness. The only person who can help you is yourself, and you deserve help.
chipsfunfun
2 years ago
A lot of people are worried about you, Flonne. I hope you feel much better soon.
vivarism
2 years ago
chip... thank you for your concern and your kindness, and as always i wish for you to grow up healthy and strong, but as i've said before i do not want to have a personal relationship with you. i don't dislike you-- i'm indifferent and uninterested. i've deleted your comments on my other post. please don't contact me ever again.
vivarism
2 years ago
regarde pas. c'est toxique et tu vas mourir. l'intensite est inexplicable, abnormal, malicieux. la spectacle ne peut que faire du mal pcq je suis malfaisant. il n'ya pas de humain ici, juste les ruses d'un demon. toi et moi les deux vont mourir
pumpkin-ninja
2 years ago
Et pourtant, tu mรฉrites toutes les plus belles choses du monde. J'ignore si tu t'en rends compte mais tu as rรฉussi ร exprimer et ร offrir beaucoup de bien autour de toi. Cette capacitรฉ ร รฉcrire et ร positiver tout en รฉtant complรจtement bienveillant, รงa a aidรฉ, je pense beaucoup plus de personnes autour de toi que tu ne le penses !
pumpkin-ninja
2 years ago
Rรฉussir ร pousser les gens vers un cheminement de bonheur, c'est incroyable. J'ai toujours admirรฉ รงa chez toi
vivarism
2 years ago
Et toi aussi, dans tes รฉcrits tu as adoptรฉ le bonheur et malheur les deux. Ton engagement de la vรฉritรฉ, tรฉnรฉbreuse et lรฉgรจre, m'a toujours impressionnรฉ. C'est sincรจre de mรชme que poรฉtique. En ce monde, on ne peut รชtre que soi-mรชme, รชtre humain unique avec toutes les troubles et douleurs que vient avec la vie elle-mรชme. Personne ne les รฉvite.
vivarism
2 years ago
Et pourtant, il y a tant que bonheur, tellement de joi, rire, conforts. Souvent plus de รงa que malheur, tant qu'on veut bien chercher. Toujours, il y a un futur plus brillant qui nous attends. Donc, je vais me souvenir de tes conseils : observe les mots, observe les pensรฉes. Je les observerai et chercherai ร la lumiรจre dans les tรฉnรจbres. Merci pour ta compassion. Je n'oublierai jamais.
vivarism
2 years ago
i'm sorry to have tricked you too, lune, you dont desrve it at all. i have more to say but don't read any of it or else it will infect you and you'll die. be careful.
cloverbell
2 years ago
you havenโt tricked me, you are a person, one who Iโve connected with so naturally I care for you! Every interaction Iโve had with you has done nothing but bring me joy. I wouldnโt care for you the way I do if you truly brought me suffering. Consider what I sent you, please get the help you need. Iโll be here for you as always
cloverbell
2 years ago
If you feel sorry for potentially hurting me and care enough about me to caution me, clearly you have goodness in you. You always have. Take care the best you can Flonne
pumpkin-ninja
2 years ago
You have rights to ask for help, for love, for things you need. You have rights to feel sad, to cry a lot, to feel stuck in your life. But don't forget that, seasons will past and evolve. Humans are influenced by seasons, the beautiful days will come back. The rain too. Trust the life.
vivarism
2 years ago
aw, thank you very much ๐๐๐!!! to everyone else: let the jhemerlyn project's comment be my clickbait title for today. i was so busy adding the 2DLove Webring script to my page that i forgot to write one LOL
strawberryreverie
2 years ago
Your Genshin page is soooo cute and what a great way to chronicle your time playing it! I also loved your fic, I'm glad you could find your passion for writing again! It was nice to get a glimpse of your little life together, love that Sans gave into the cuddles heheh~
vivarism
2 years ago
thank you arachne ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ ahh i'm blushing because i'm so happy that you read it!!! there's even more yume stuff on page 2 of my genshin diary, crtl + f "yoom" if you want to see!!
strawberryreverie
2 years ago
Thoma looks sooo cute!! Is his personality fairly cheerful? A makura-gaeshi is such a unique choice for your yokai OC, he'll never know peace once he's met her, but it seems he won't be bothered! Her backstory is so sad and their relationship together is very touching, and I'm so happy she gets a second chance to live together with Thoma. Her haircut is so cute!!
strawberryreverie
2 years ago
Will she learn how to style it differently or will she keep it as it is, you think? Taiyo is such a perfect name for her โฅ Oh, and I really resonated with your sentiment about overly sexy designs in female characters... I'm not saying they can never be well-done, but they usually aren't.
vivarism
2 years ago
not sure if you'll see this reply but your comments and questions gave me so many ideas!!! thank you again for taking a look at what i had to say;;//// next time i mail you, i'll respond to this part too!
vivarism
2 years ago
Sooooo I got hooked on Genshin and put everything else in my life on pause. Does anybody else play on the EU server?? Come enable my bad behaviour please
nenrikido
2 years ago
Do you like using Thoma for a burgeon team? I leveled him up to 90 and c6'd way back when he was first released to spite the haters and use him in a Hu Tao/Xingiu/Sucrose comp, but it'd be fun to make him more hardcore. I'd even learn how Dendro works! I play on the US server, but I'd enable your bad behavior otherwise!!
cabbagesorter
2 years ago
>Why is it that I can conceptualise and adhere to longterm goals in my silly Chinese video game, but not in my real life?
cloveratelier
2 years ago
oh my goodness your yume info on your genshin diaries was so cute i couldn't stop smiling!! i don't play anymore but seeing your excitement and enjoyment reflected in this pages is so heartwarming, best of luck with your pulls!!!
vivarism
2 years ago
@jay OMG beastmode Thoma vape;; I feel so envious! Thoma/Nahida burgeon is my dream team ahh, wish me luck on her banner next week โญ And I wish we could play together too... alas, perhaps in another life. At least our OCs might get along hehehe. Idk if you're still doing anything with Hasumi, but she's so cute and has such a creative backstory!!
vivarism
2 years ago
@cabbage idk if I should be sad or happy that you relate! At least we can both enjoy games. Are you still playing Life Makeover? If so please show everyone your coords, I'm dying to see
vivarism
2 years ago
@kiley thank you thank you ๐ฅบ I was kinda embarrassed about that part, so I feel relieved knowing it gave you some smiles! I hope I can draw/write about Taiyo some more later on. I'm still waiting patiently for your yume works too >:3 I wish you luck as well, this time w/Enstars pulls! Lord knows we both need luck in these games hahaha
vivarism
2 years ago
@lapin thank you for taking a peek even though the content won't grab you! as usual my design is carried by stolen art ๐ช๐ช๐ช one day i'll draw my own assets i swear
vivarism
2 years ago
FINALLY! NEW stickers in the Cutie and Dotty Sets!!!!! Hundreds of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
loves1ck
2 years ago
Ahhh love these, can't wait to use them! Thanks for all your hard work! ๐๐ปโค๏ธ
strawberryreverie
2 years ago
Thank you for your hard work in providing these!! They are so cute, what a joy to share them with everyone.
vivarism
2 years ago
Big otsukare energies in this comment section heheheh. Thank YOU everyone for taking an interest in my pngs!
short (and flippant) version: not dead, not going to die. if you've been worried for me, please read the longer, more sincere version haha....
been seeing the stuff you posted and figured it was psychosis, i understand the mechanisms you've described. it's good to see you be more aware. this seems like a lot of progress, more distance to the delusions and a very constructive approach, so you have my support and hope soon it goes away completely
that's so sweet of you kotte, thank you โฅ >__+< "distance" is exactly the right word. all the best to you too, and please send capy my love. i know she was watching out for me
i've already told her you seem to be improving and she's happy about it, but sure thing :)
I'm so happy that you're doing better ๐ซ
4ever rooting for you Flonne ๐
hey, I've been keeping a bit of an eye on your site, and even though I was admittedly too cowardly to say anything, I was worried and thinking of you. I'm glad you're okay and you're managing, and while I don't have the same diagnoses as you, I can honestly kinda relate to your feelings as you've written here. Please continue to take care of yourself. ;v;
I was at the library earlier today but Kotte told me! I left a guestbook message during then but I noticed this was a psychotic episode :( You deserve happiness, I'm glad you're better!
im glad to hear you're doing better flonne! wishing you all the best in your self-care and recovery โฅ
thank you liz, pom, capy, and kiley!! @gatari, it sounds like you wish you'd had a little more confidence, or known what to say sooner, huh? belated or not, i'll happily accept your kindness. i'm hoping both of us can find relief from what troubles us
virtual hug from a stranger