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axayacatl updated their site.

2 months ago

realms/nihilism

poetry

realms/fascinate

realms/tor

realms

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axayacatl 2 months ago

thank you for 300k! i'm sick of romanticizing Tor, i've read books on Tor i truly don't enjoy. this whole idea it's more than this function and somehow a subculture of tech itself needs to go

axayacatl 2 months ago

in hacker culture, some people who do it less purposely just casually see it as a way to decentralize the web. it is not that. it revolves around moderation, there's no community in hacking. mr.robot, for example, those hideaways never happen. it's giving a confusing narrative to people documenting the unseen groups in technology

axayacatl

2 months ago

i fully recognize yeule doesn't want to disrupt her reddit and wants to keep deleting things. we're kind of going in circles at this point guys, no more dashboard posts, no more guestbook tips, we're just going to keep moving forward until she has a revelation

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axayacatl

2 months ago

i know i get as much activity on my site as yeule does on reddit and i get more interaction from you guys directly that is genuine than her DMs. i've gotta figure out food today and i know everyone is struggling to catch their breathe right now. i hope you all clearly understand me now, instagram isn't everything. you're scrolling through

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axayacatl 2 months ago

i know what you're thinking: tiny desk, kexp. this isn't how that industry works. i do private events and livestreams for you guys. that's it. they have as many views as my website does anyway, and that's the truth.

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axayacatl

2 months ago

i understand i'm getting a 'response' from yeule or her team soon. i'm not confused. i just know this is over already and i truly don't think there's anything else for you guys to do. if her fans don't understand things like this, please just leave them alone. you guys are very intense. we've already documented everything and at this point they're going to do "she's a nobody artist" we all know

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axayacatl 2 months ago

the spotify screenshot on the dashboard is all i need to know. i know what i'm doing and i'm never going to be nice to this girl for stalking and acting like she doesn't know my name is my name

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axayacatl 2 months ago

i'm half certain she doesn't have it in her to even mention neocities as a platform to hide my name

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axayacatl

2 months ago

https://youtu.be/CYkU7H_Bahc experiment from today im not posting this on 'music' i just had Paimon on my mind. im not feeling it and neither is he

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axayacatl 2 months ago

i realized it's the texture it's fine

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axayacatl churchofaxayacatl

2 months ago

yes. okay. thank you. now and forever we are together and that is final

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axayacatl 2 months ago

i know you have to wait 24 more hours to talk because of neocities, i just love you and i don't even know what to say anymore you're wonderful and crazy

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axayacatl

2 months ago

i'm really upset with this situation in the guestbook i know i don't have a "massive" audience but please don't go around buying this girl's adult content and showing it to me when she's using my name to sell it thank you

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axayacatl

2 months ago

https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/realms/06 this is my first time doing nuclear equations, i'm really trying to get better at math and this is a 'beginner' one a lot of nuclear scientists perform

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axayacatl 2 months ago

nothing is being “solved for” in the usual sense. verifying equality and conservation of total value, not finding a missing number.

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axayacatl 2 months ago

https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/realms/12 this one is loosely based on nuclear physics. the idea conservation of mass number (protons + neutrons total) is a real

axayacatl 2 months ago

*is real

axayacatl

2 months ago

i love that song 'Ok Then' by matt watson, i know that's so random and it's funny i still listen to that song but it really is my headspace

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axayacatl

2 months ago

i put a ton of stickers on my phone and i love it, i don't want a new case

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axayacatl

2 months ago

the tea party livestream for the re-release of EXCESS of ministry on bandcamp is still coming, the instant tea is prepared. i'm just waiting for more non-anonymous users for the stream to rise through my stats so it's entertaining for everyone, the chat i mean. thank you for understanding!

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axayacatl 2 months ago

it's still free. i have no issue entertaining a small crowd i just want to make sure you are all having fun talking to eachother

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axayacatl

2 months ago

i almost got sad but i remembered someone out there is getting chinese for the first night in a long time and is excited that things are turning around

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axayacatl 2 months ago

it's not me, i just like giving imaginary strangers happy endings

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axayacatl updated their site.

2 months ago

realms/12

realms

realms/06

poetry

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axayacatl 2 months ago

https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/realms/palace i'm looking back at this one and i'm realizing, i really blew fast by it with all these realms. this is very relevant especially with every breaking moment in the internet being in our mind. my body and mind are my house. it's trippy to actually practice this and realize there's a lot going in my body. like the fact i even have a roommate or haven't wiped off my fretboard

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axayacatl

2 months ago

health is the synchronicity this week for me it's showing up allover the sites

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axayacatl 2 months ago

not just sobriety, am i happy?

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axayacatl

2 months ago

you guys act like i hide my face, no i don't. i just don't have a pic for the resume right now it is. it is what it is

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axayacatl 2 months ago

https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/images/memries/IMG_2482(1).jpeg

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axayacatl 2 months ago

https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/images/memries/IMG_2284.jpg

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axayacatl

2 months ago

i had my first game of online poker and i had a huge win! that's so exciting for me

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axayacatl

2 months ago

i am in love with the comic claudia. it's the only reason, i'm keeping my hair long. there's a lot of gore and sex. just a warning. but i'll never not love that kind of fantasy world building it's everything to me

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axayacatl

2 months ago

that wasn't even about any of you. i already got a message telling me to quiet down, stop acting like an influencer, which i never do. you just aren't one. goodnight.

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hhroses 2 months ago

hey are you alright? <3

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axayacatl 2 months ago

yes i saw all your messages thank you, yeah. i'm never really upset i truly just react please don't worry about it. protect yourself from me energy wise, even if you have to block and unfollow. you're very sweet never stress about me i'm just coming to big things and documenting them. i can't reply to everything but i do really appreciate it and understand. you're beautiful to me

yumekawahanachi 2 months ago

Ngl you never seemed the influencer type, just somebody expressing yourself on the internet so idk what they're talking bout

axayacatl

2 months ago

i want to stop wanting to die. i will figure this out! that's my problem with music. i can hear i'm not in love with anyone or anything right now. "marry i under the birch died" is one of my best songs but i know i don't make sense to anyone outside of myself anymore is how things in my life are making me feel

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axayacatl 2 months ago

no one understands me that's not okay

axayacatl 2 months ago

people are just trying not to because i let them. no more of this clearly makes sense to you all

axayacatl 2 months ago

social media. it's not logic. let it go

hhroses 2 months ago

<3 <3 <3 i believe in the part of you that believes in you :D <3 id love to give ur song a listen

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axayacatl

2 months ago

i'm never going to be famous, you guys really think i'm lying. nothing here is going to get "famous"

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hhroses 2 months ago

fame is kinda a blessing and a curse anyways, but hey, i mean, nothing is impossible. u could be a niche microcelebrity ;D which isnt famous-famous but its successful?

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hhroses 2 months ago

sorry im being so bubbly i just have seen some of ur posts and if ur sad i wanna make u feel better

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axayacatl 2 months ago

i basically am, yes. i work in an industry that doesn't need to be seen online i just happen to be online. i have no complaint about that, i'm just bored of "when does she go viral" we're all online

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