Neocities

axayacatl

2 months ago

my painting supplies are together, but my grandmother's ashes are a problem. i think i should get a new container for them, like a hand sewn pouch i used to do these in punk. that's a bad idea. but i really can't think of some kind of soft pouch for ashes at all. when i buried her i learned urns were way toooooooo expensive and the funeral industry at 20 something is criminal

axayacatl

2 months ago

"pick one thing" and it goes on and on about all the things you want to do

axayacatl

2 months ago

i love it when men cook it is sexy so sexy

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axayacatl

2 months ago

the sun is so bright and it's bouncing off this plastic wrap as a bunch of prisms. and i keep seeing my own tarot deck on my pinterest dashboard. individual cards. things are good

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axayacatl updated their site.

2 months ago

poetry

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realms/museum

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axayacatl

2 months ago

don't send me tech art i know we're having fun with this. but, i really don't like electronics that feel like strangling and keeping you in place. i don't assigned place and neither do you. we're lucky aren't we

axayacatl 2 months ago

this isn't about anyone i've discussed i'm being so not mysterious. i don't like the idea of being mounted by someone else's technology

axayacatl

2 months ago

tah dah. i love you. you'll never really know

axayacatl 2 months ago

i've always known it's this beautiful, duh

axayacatl 2 months ago

this is as far as you can go i'm sorryyyyy

axayacatl

2 months ago

i've noticed instagram is becoming more exclusive, it's creeping me out. that's becoming the "outerweb" as ignorantly known. i've thought about it and written about it too in my diary. they're switching places because of exclusion and close environments i keep saying this. by the time you and i are discovered for any matter of work they know last now. this was always the internet and still is

axayacatl 2 months ago

no, yes. you're not behind on anything in life they really don't know what's going on anymore. theyyyyyyyyy is not cacodemon please don't dm me this i don't like that

axayacatl

2 months ago

https://axaxayacatl.github.io/moloch/ free endless single player demo for my mmorpg! MOLOCH

axayacatl

2 months ago

"top sites are cruel" to me. each most viewed site on here has ignored me at my beginning and now just watch in silence as i build a following and get angry and send passive aggressive messages that i'm doing too much. you're fucked

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axayacatl

2 months ago

so. here's what i'm going to do because i get getting this question. "how do i know if my site is being hosted around CP?" i'm going to be honest, check if you have "read..." in the corner of your site and it's other sites names even on neocities. you are being hosted somewhere else, viewers are safe. you are not

axayacatl 2 months ago

i'm fully understanding the owner of neocities doesn't want to do anything but truly he's the only one that can do anything. but it's too late it's been mirrored. i'm just being honest. i'm painfully sorry that this changes your perception things but this ultimately not my fault and truly you guys need more self awareness like seeing something like that in the corner and asking questions

axayacatl 2 months ago

i'm saying this because these top sites are cruel. i'm telling you the truth. stand up for yourself and this platform. pay attention. protect your users. we're tech people at the end of the day

toribytez 2 months ago

what's CP, and how do i check this? (genuine)

axayacatl

2 months ago

i'm done for the day. i've found a new way to shop for electronics and it is my little reward for today i've got to go

axayacatl 2 months ago

check out U-ram Choe in the meantime. wonderful tech genius and amazing structures

axayacatl 2 months ago

epiphany. no more stem diary secret artifacts on youtube for a while. new product emerges from nothing

axayacatl

2 months ago

ritual systems belong to anthropology and cognitive science https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/realms/cycle it's part of my research elective coming up. it's exciting i'm really enjoying it

axayacatl 2 months ago

https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/realms/body this isn't. this pure occultism, i truly don't like astronomy it's definitely about OSINT or something as usual. interconnectedness is getting boring i'm realizing i'm getting repetitive

axayacatl

2 months ago

i haven't received a single hate comment i finally conquered all hate. no more canceling people, that doesn't scare me anymore it used to

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axayacatl 2 months ago

i don't know what's going on in your guys side of this you stopped emailing me too. this isn't in my hands anymore

axayacatl

2 months ago

https://axayacatl.yorniq.xyz/realms/cannibal the history of cannibalism!

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axayacatl

2 months ago

a lot of people want to be 'artist' or 'art' because it looks like you'll be everything to everyone but i really just want to be myself and make many things

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axayacatl

2 months ago

i'm going to be honest. a lot of you are telling me fucking amazing reactions to a data sheet. i love what i do. here's what you need to do if you truly want to move forward without them: we're all spiritual. start picking apart everyone you see extremely critically, allow yourself to hate everyone including me and don't be swayed by anyone else ever again. i have a whole diary for you

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axayacatl 2 months ago

i feel a strange need to comfort you guys but i know you're okay. you guys are dramatic

axayacatl

2 months ago

and tomorrow i'm going to keep living. stop thinking "i wish she would go away" it's not happening. i'm not like you. my existence is completely mine to be. suffer in silence and watch me understand everything if you keep wishing death on my neocities because you're untalented to yourself. i didn't tell you that i don't care, i hope everyone learned that today

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axayacatl updated their site.

2 months ago

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