hi! I remember seeing your site a while back; you're that guy who makes plushy videos! I used to watch those kinds of videos a long, long time ago and I like how people are still doing it - but it hasn't appealed to me since I was younger? Still not sure why, maybe I'd just need to give it all a look again?

I like the design you're going for with everything and all the links being in this central layout around your name and the plush toys floating all over the place

anybody who is wondering, im fine i guess. this year has been real rough for me, and im sure someone can relate with me about that, but please, do not worry about me. worry about yourself, yall. if you ever feel the same way i was feeling, please seek out someone to speak to. do not ignore help like me, itll hurt more than yourself, trust me.

whether its someone in your family, a friend that you trust, or even a therapist, just find someone who you can talk to. lifes short so make it as great as you can possibly make it. one step forward is greater than the steps you take backwards. sounds stupid, i know, but its the truth. love you all, stay safe out there.

wishing you the best (:

I hope things are getting better for you, what you're saying here: "lifes short so make it as great as you can possibly make it" is one of my biggest goals right now. It might sound as if it's 'average reassurance', but I tell you that this is the most important thing you can do with yourself; if you put off what you care about doing and make reasons for yourself, you won't create those things -

- that you've always imagined in your life. But take this slow; even if you haven't created what you want yet, that does not mean that it'll never happen. My 'site doesn't fully look the way I want it, but that will change.... a day at a time. If I keep it offline until I think it's 'finished', there's going to be no progress with myself

Think of all the people you know, all the people you've talked to. Even if you think someone doesn't like you, it doesn't mean that they want you dead. Even if times are rough, there will always be moments that remind you of why you're still here. You will experience all of your best and worst emotions eventually. So keep pushing on, and don't hesitate to ask a trusted one for help. Hope you get better soon <3

i, myself, am going through something similar rn, but shadom phrased it beautifully. irdk how to phrase this without sounding... detached? - but this too shall pass, and sometimes the only way out is through it. you are totally not alone in all that you're going through. there's no shame in asking for help or talking to someone about it. we all need a hand every now and then.

ok so apparently they told me they would call me back again if the person fails the background check, so thats cool, chances arent completely gone

keep trying! rejections are aplenty in this world, but you will get a success if you keep pushing through it :)